FemaleUnited StatesMember since 25 Jul 12Age 24Last online 9 months ago

at this point, i don't really know what i should say about myself. other than, starbucks, writing, reading, singing and bands are my life. i'm stubborn, you can thank my grandmother for that, and i am always in my room, writing, reading, or discovering new people, music, or things. my room is like a very big collage of one direction. i'll listen to anything. my goals on here is to have 100 fans(completed c:) 20 faves(completed! :D) , and to have atleast one completed story(COMPLETEDDD!! c:) my goals in life, are to become a singer. i'm planning to go on x-factor when i'm 18. music, is my rock. it keeps me afloat in this insane world. when i listen to music, i drift away, and im on a island. i feel incredible like this, and the same thing happens when i write fiction. i can go anywhere i want, meet anyone i want, and become anyone i want. half the girls you see in my stories are who i
wish to be. i'm very, very insecure, so please be careful with your words. one direction saved me. music
saved me. that's all.
thank you for reading this.



☯ at last, my love has come along. my lonely days are over and life is like a song. at last the skies above ae blue. my heart was wrapped in clover the night i looked at you. i found a dream i can speak to, a dream i can call my own. i found a thrill to press my cheek to. a thrill i've never known you smiled and the spell was cast and here we are in heaven for you are mine at last. 〫etta james 〫☯


life is what we make of it. so don't waste it pretending to be someone else.

  • pinkv0dka

    mumbled "20th Birthday.. "

    6 years agoReply
    Dear Liam,
    So you're 20 today, eh? Congrats. You better have an amazing day. And don't let anyone put you down. I'm so proud of you. I know you've had a hard life, but you pushed through and kept going. At 14, you tried for the X-Factor for the first time. Thankfully, you didn't get past the Judge's House. "Thankfully?" You're asking? Yep. I said thankfully because if you got past, you wouldn't come back 3 years later.

    You wouldn't have sang Cry Me a River. You wouldn't have been formed into One Direction. You wouldn't be where you are now if you have gotten past Judge's House. Now, I'm not saying you're not capable of making it on your own.. But look how amazing you are with these five other boys. Look at how unstoppable you are.

    Liam James Payne, you're my hero. You may not be Batman. You may not be any of those Marvel superheros.. But you're my superman. You're all these girls superheros. And not all angels have wings. But you're an angel.

    I love you and I'm so fucking proud of your accomplishments. You deserve EVERYTHING and EVERYONE you have. And don't you DARE let anyone say differently. You're perfect in every single way my baby.

    Happy 20th Birthday. Thank you for staying strong for 20 years.
    I love you Liam.
  • pinkv0dka

    mumbled "SOPHIA "

    6 years agoReply

    sOPHIA FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER AND MESSAGED ME 6787897 TIMES IM CRYING OMFG
    littlemiss111
    6 years ago
    what was the twitter name? cause i also got a follow from a Sophia Smith, but I think it's fake. :P
    pinkv0dka
    6 years ago
    @SophiaSmithxo_ ...
  • pinkv0dka

    mumbled "yep. hangers."

    6 years agoReply
    stepped into a hanger today, what about you?
  • pinkv0dka

    mumbled "Rant about Zerrie marriage.."

    6 years agoReply
    1 Like
    Well, looks like Zayn took the big step as to asking Perrie for her hand in marriage. Now, I'm not a big fan of a 20 year old couple getting married. They're both a year too young to be drinking in the USA, so what compelled Zayn to pop the question? I don't think they're ready to take on such a large responsibility. Mostly, because they are both busy busy singers. Especially Zayn.. I don't believe in getting married so young. I'd rather wait until I'm ready and sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with this person.

    And pleaseeee, don't get me wrong!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE Zerrie!! But I care about them so much, that I don't want them to be getting married so young!! I want them to live their lives first!! I think Zayn's taking things too fast! I would love for them to get married, but, when they're much much older. And Zayn's a very sweet kid and I can understand he says he is in love, but I can see him getting divorce. I just care about them and I want them to take things slow, besides, they've neen dating for only two years. My mother had to take 6 years to get married to a man.

    My point is, I just don't think Zayn or Perrie is ready yet. They're still babies.
    IceCreamGirl
    6 years ago
    1 Like
    God, that's just sick. If people are proper fans of the band then they'll support them no matter what. It seems a little hypocritical to abuse anyone who says a single bad thing about them, then get things like that trending.
    ketsia
    6 years ago
    1 Like
    Apparently he saw some tweets about girls saying " Don't forget us " or " Don't leave us , we need you " and he cried because he didn't want the fans to feel like this if he's getting married .
    That's mad .
    I just don't think it's helping him right now .
    pinkv0dka
    6 years ago
    no, no no.. dontt seek attention.. they pretty much are doing that
    DirectionerLovesLiam
    1 Like
    Fans Go Nuts :P
    All I Say Is: "Move On, He Is Getting Married. He Will Never Forget Us, His Fans ! That's How He Got Famous, An AmaZAYN Voice AND AmaZAYN Friedns aka Harry, Louis, Niall, And Liam ! :)"
  • pinkv0dka

    mumbled "fuck you writers block."

    6 years agoReply
    ergg, i'm having a really bad case of writers block! ugh this sucks butthole. :c