FemaleUnited StatesMember since 12 Aug 13Last online 4 years ago

Hi. I'm a 15 yr old American high school sophomore. I like to read and write and watch cartoons. You can call me Lapis or Mike.

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  • Lapis Lazuli

    mumbled "I'm Back.... again..."

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    So I forgot what my new account's password is

    I'm going to write a book here, dunno if I'll get around to finishing it

    CHANGING MY NAME TO LAPIS LAZULI!!!
  • Lapis Lazuli

    mumbled "Announcement"

    Hello everyone!

    I will be deleting this account and making a new one to clear some stuff up.

    I will not be giving the name of the account. Up to you to find it.

    My Kik is teamchaosprez if you want me

    Love you,
    Prez
    mellowdramaticllama
    Well since I probably won't be able to find you my email is 302.dramatic.llamas@gmail.com if you wanna talk
    InkInMyVeins Shadownight
    When should I start searching?
  • Lapis Lazuli

    mumbled "Hey everyone, I'm here"

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    I think I'm gonna stick around, planning a new story a-
    *looks around at the new look*
    ......... Ah, Movellas, you've redecorated....
    mellowdramaticllama
    HI!
    Lapis Lazuli
    5 years ago
    Didja guys miss me? :3
    3 SECOND LUKE
    5 years ago
    @[Prez Cipher] Hi, Harley Quinn ;P
  • Lapis Lazuli

    mumbled "Self-Harm: What It Is and Why It's a Shitty Thing to Do"

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    WARNING: THIS POST WILL CONTAIN IMAGES OF SELF-HARM SCARS AND DISGUSTING ROMANTICIZING OF THE TOPIC

    I'm just going to assume that everyone here knows what self-harm is, considering it seems to be a very popular topic on sights like this. But in case you didn't, it's pretty self-explanatory. Cutting, burning, etc yourself.



    A question you may have is, why do people do it, and why is it a persisting problem? To be honest, for a long time I had the same question myself. Here are some reasons I've seen (none of which are good reasons at all to cause bodily harm) :
    - Feeling alone
    - Feeling dead inside
    - Feeling less than wonderful
    - And the big bad D word; depression

    Well, here is why self-harm is not a good way to get your feelings out in the open:
    - Blood not good. Blood bad.
    - Those cuts and burns are a reminder of your condition and will be there forever.
    - People who self-harm are more likely to relapse because of this reminder.
    - I did it once, wrote HELP on my arm, and it got infected and I had to be hospitalized.
    - It's really really REALLY hard to stop.
    - It will NOT be easy to explain it to your future children.



    There are hotlines and people to talk to. I don't give a shit how nerve-wracking it is. Self-harm is a shitty thing to do and shouldn't even be a last resort. Here are some numbers I've found you can call to get someone to talk to:

    - The Samaritans 24-Hour Crisis Hotline (USA) : 1 (212) 673-3000
    - Crisis Call Center (USA) : 1-800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
    - The Samaritans UK Office (UK ) : 08457 90 90 90

    Now, the act in itself is not as big a problem as the fact that our society is romanticizing it, as in, making it look like a healthy and fabulous thing to do. Examples:



    NO. STOP IT. THIS IS NOT OKAY. SELF HARM IS NOT AN OKAY THING TO DO, IT IS NOT PRETTY. STOP ROMANTICIZING IT, YOU'RE MAKING THE PROBLEM WORSE. PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON I GOT A WRIST INFECTION FROM CARVING INTO MYSELF AT THIRTEEN.

    But the bright side is, people are noticing the romanticizing and trying to stop it:




    Thank you for listening, and remember that I love you guys and you can talk to me anytime. If you don't want to talk to me where others can see it you can also reach me by Kik (teamchaosprez) and Tumblr (also teamchaosprez).

    I love you guys so much, please stay strong. xo
    Lapis Lazuli
    5 years ago
    It's still unhealthy romanticizing of an unhealthy thing.
    Doctor Who 23
    5 years ago
    1 Like
    Finally! Someone addressed this properly!
    Indigowolfsoul
    5 years ago
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    Exactly. People who do that are just depressed or feel that they don't belong. I think I know some people who cut them selves
    kissthveil
    5 years ago
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    People are turning self-harming into to some sort of trend, it is disgusting, self harm is addiction and damages you mentally and physically.
  • Lapis Lazuli

    mumbled "I Have Returned"

    Okay, I'm officially back. I'll be checking Movellas daily now, and I'll continue writing original works. I probably won't be posting many, if any, fanfictions anymore because I'm more focused on a possible future as a novelist.

    As for the social aspect of the site, I won't be doing much besides spreading positivity and raising awareness for one thing every week.
    Louise McBear
    5 years ago
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    Yay! Welcome back!

    (It's easier not to question the gif. XD)
    Lapis Lazuli
    5 years ago
    I'm good, Laami! How YOU doin'?

    I can't see it anyway Louise XD

    But thanks to both of you, didn't think I was missed this much XD
    Louise McBear
    5 years ago
    Of course you were! You've always been brilliant. C1:-D8K
    Glacier Ice
    5 years ago
    PREZIE!!!!!