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  • Somebody kill me please

    mumbled "HELP..."

    Anyone on right now? I could really use someone to talk to.
    Little Miss Author
    whats wrong?
    Finchy McFincherson
    I'm here! oh my gosh what's wrong sis?
    Somebody kill me please
    pm me
    Finchy McFincherson
    ok
  • Somebody kill me please

    mumbled "Sorry I need to vent"


    Dad.. sorry Mom died when I was 9 sorry I was too young to help pay for the treatments sorry I'm only 11 now sorry you can barley pay the bills sorry I'm depressed but you can't even tell sorry you don't know that I have suicidal thoughts sorry for having a high IQ and have one B in Spanish sorry I'm 100 lbs already sorry I'm not pretty enough sorry I couldn't fight back when my sisters abused me sorry I couldn't stop the PFA against you sorry I barely know you sorry I'm not a pretty little princess you want me to be sorry I'm a tomboy sorry I'm a gymnast instead of a runner sorry I bottle my feelings up inside sorry I can never meet your expectations sorry I won't let you hear me sing or read any of my songs sorry I'm not like other girlssorry I don't wear makeup sorry I put my hair in a ponytail sorry I hate dresses and skirts sorry I wear a lot of black sorry i turn down every single boy that asks me out sorry i break down on the inside but nobody ever sees it sorry I fake smiles everyday sorry i feel like im a worthless piece of shit that should go die in a fucking hole sorry you say im better that my sisters(druggies and achoholics and broke) and I say im not Are you and Mom sorry? That since I can remember whenever you were home everyone fought. Are you sorry that my sisters abused me physically, emotionally, and mentally? Are you sorry you ever had me. I know I may seem like a happy, bright, bubbly girl in the outside, but on the inside my brain is at war. What am I supposed to do. It's been two years since Mom died, my sisters haven't spoken to us in three after that moved out. I debating suicide or turn out just like my sisters. Bright happy girl or depressed one nobody likes. I don't even know why I'm writing this. Maybe this is the only place I can get my feelings out without everyone knowing who I am and what I'm like
    Finchy McFincherson
    and so is Finnlay..
    Lady Disney
    1 years ago
    There is a poem I wrote it is called Everybody's Life is Hard
    Spørgsmålstegnet
    I'm sorry that you feel like this, and that all of this have happend to you ... Please just keep going, and hold on. Life will get better
  • Somebody kill me please

    mumbled "HELP!"

    Mostly to those who know me, and maybe some who don't. I really just need someone to talk to right now. Email me, krisy.faith.huyser@gmail.com
    neova
    1 years ago
    :))
    CalumHood16
    1 years ago
    Know that you can always talk to me x
    Somebody kill me please
    @CalumHood16 were you the one that messaged me on hangouts?
  • Somebody kill me please

    mumbled "Fuck no this can't be happening "

    I'm on watt pad scrolling through voting in the fiction awards. My three favorite books are all nominated and under the same category. My reaction: *starts hyperventilating* no duck no I can't nooooo what the fuck do I do
    Finchy McFincherson
    Ha first world problems XD
  • Somebody kill me please

    mumbled "Face Reveal"


    @CalumHood16 and @Blurry Face this is for you or any others who want to see me excuse my uglynes
    Somebody kill me please
    @[Uncle Ves] I like to think so but don't we all? Some people tell me I carry myself like a classy lady that knows how to hold her ground but still be loving but others tell me I'm rude and too sarcastic
    Uncle Ves
    2 years ago
    You're intelligent. I can see that, and that carries a beauty unto itself. Don't dwell on the outer appearance. It is nice to be thought of as beautiful, but it's far better to be loved for the person you are. Besides, you're not ugly by any means. Just work on the things that make strong women remembered and you'll be fine.
    Somebody kill me please
    Thank you. Its those little things that others would dismiss is what keeps me inspired to keep going and not end it all. Thank you again, very much.
    Uncle Ves
    2 years ago
    :-)