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fantasygirl1

Conor Maynard New cover

fantasygirl1
5 hours ago
His voice is so I’m in love all over again.

This Cover song just hit me in the feels right now He had's always been my favorite
Amaimon

for my dear

Amaimon
6 hours ago
In My Dream

You Dreamed of me

and it meant

we're meant to be

:)
Skyler Jensen

HUGE UPDATE

Skyler Jensen
9 hours ago
So... I've been inactive for a long while. This is simply an explanation on why I suddenly disappeared. So, let's start back in 2014 when I got hired as a writer for a group that turned out to be a dramafest, but out of it, I got the inspiration to actually start my own productions. In mid-2015 is when I actually disappeared, because my main source for writing became Fanfiction, gaining heavy popularity in it.

My attention had become focused elsewhere, but after the fallout with the group that I mentioned around late-2015, I had lost a massive amount of motivation to continue writing at all. That's the main reason why the majority of my stories on my account remain unfinished. Next came, well I won't lie, the start of my career as a narrator of fanfiction.

Not long after the fallout, a fellow friend on Fanfiction had recommended me to check out My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, and not wanting to be a hypocrite, did so. To put it short and sweet, I became a huge fan and still am a fan, and by that time had started a YouTube channel, gaining a following. It was only when I pursued narration that my subscriber number skyrocketed.

Originally, I tried narration for fun, but it quickly evolved into something much more serious. I am now one of the "famous" people in the circle of narrators of the fanfiction of the MLP franchise, focusing mainly on horror and grimdark stories. I now have a following of over 6k subscribers, and it has been my main focus for the past 5 years.

I am now working on getting out of a box that I feel stuck in, seeing I'm mainly known for MLP grimdark and ONLY that, but I want to evolve outside of just that, and am slowly but surely working on becoming an audiobook narrator. I even have traditions on my channel, specifically for October when the members of the fandom participate in an event known as, "Month of Macabre."

I write at least one fic a year for the occasion, and put 110% effort into it. I've really grown into a passionate content creator with the aim to give authors' stories the attention they deserve, and while I am monetized, making YouTube is technically my job, I do it for the sole purpose of entertainment, and have not only inspired people to try narration, but have also helped people through hard times with my work. Something that warms my heart.

I've only recently been working on getting back to writing things outside of what I am known for, and have ideas in mind, it's just a matter of getting back into that groove and finding time outside of my YouTube work to actually write them. So, that's mainly why I disappeared, and why I've been absent for so many years.

I'm not promising anything, but I may or may not be posting on here again, seeing I really want to bring the idea in my head to life, but between my job and self doubt being a consistent asshole, we'll see how this goes. I figured I'd just explain why I suddenly just disappeared.

Thank you :)
Oh Deer I'm Queer

I miss you

Oh Deer I'm Queer
13 hours ago
To my dearest one,
Right from the day you entered into my life, nothing has ever been the same. I find myself smiling even when I'm alone. I feel this deep urge to always be around you. I find myself staring at you when you are looking away. I love everything you do and as days pass, I am falling deeper in love with you. I heard that love feels like this, but for the first time in my life, I am experiencing it as well. Now that I know that you feel the same way about me, I feel like the luckiest person on this planet. My joy knows no bounds. I feel like you are "the one" my heart has been longing for all my life. I never ever want to lose you now that you are mine.
Yours forever,
H
Amaimon
AmaimonYou are my sunlight that lights up my day, the one that the waves wave for, and the one my heart desires most. you are the amazing person in my life, and beautiful too. you are the one that my heart pounds for dispite fictional characters (YES I HAD TO XD) you are the light in the darkeness, the light...
Oh Deer I'm Queer

Song of the Day #22

Oh Deer I'm Queer
14 hours ago
Song of the day: Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts
Y'all probably know who this is for.. @[Amaimon]
Ily <3
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerFun fact about this song, when I was a baby, my mom would play this song whenever I was crying, and I would immediately stop crying as soon as it started playing. It's always been a reassuring song for me, and I hope it can be a reassurance of my love for you
Amaimon
Amaimonawe, oki~ I'll download it and send it to you so you can use it too!~
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerOkie!
Amaimon
Amaimonheh
its.minayal

kpop group chat?

its.minayal
1 days ago

uhm, hi :) i was wondering if there were any active kpop group chats that i could join? i want to make some new friends! ehh, im 16, an introvert, don't know how to make conversation, kinda ugly ngl but it's ok i just avoid the mirror, oh and im a female. i also listen to kpop and like to watch Thai bl's. my ults in kpop are DKB, OnlyOneOf, GHOST9, BTS, and Stray Kids. i am currently interested in stanning EVERGLOW and CLC. i have watched a ton of Thai bl's, but not close to all of them heheh. if you are betwen the ages of 15-18, and we have some same characteristics, please consider this my friendship application.
its.minayal
its.minayal@[Amaimon] im sorry that you had a bad experience with an ARMY. are thee any other kpop groups you listen to?
Amaimon
Amaimonah no, its fine, i listen to NCT, and some others too.
its.minayal
its.minayal@[Amaimon] ahh, i don't stan NCT but i like some of their song. they're cool
Amaimon
Amaimonyeah, im not so much as a stan, but i like their songs such as baby dont stop lol
Amaimon

ya'll

Amaimon
1 days ago

im dying over meh gf's cuteness and mephsitos like ajfjlfnowefcnaf


kill me thats how dam cute they are


ILYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @[Oh Deer I'm Queer]
Oh Deer I'm Queer

Song of the Day #21

Oh Deer I'm Queer
1 days ago
Here's today's song of the day, once again dedicated to my beautiful girlfriend, @[Amaimon] , who means the world to me. Love you!
Song of the day: A Thousand Years by Christina Perri
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerYou are my heart and soul. The one thing that keeps me smiling throughout the worst of times. My beautiful, brightly shining flame. Never forget how much I love you
Amaimon
Amaimonpromise i never will uwu you are my beautiful, adorable queen uwu
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm Queer<3
Amaimon
Amaimon< 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3
Amaimon

heya~

Amaimon
2 days ago

just made a new story called 'The Phoenix' dont look at it unless you are 18+ or just wanna fucc around or something XDD

this story is my current fandom, Ao No Exorcist, so far this is only a mephisto x me/oc uwu
Amaimon

yoooooooooo

Amaimon
2 days ago
if you're an anime fan, Specifically an Ao No Exorcist fan, please feel free to join my group on here called 'Ao No Exorcist' this is a group for fans who love writing fanfics and roleplay for the anime. This Group is directed by me, @[Amaimon] and my dear girlfriend, @[Oh Deer I'm Queer]. Join us on this adventure of the anime!~~
SnakeCharmer1138

Self-Publishing Pack Rivers Book One

SnakeCharmer1138
2 days ago
I am so excited! I am self-publishing my book Pack Rivers on the Kindle soon! I will have a few chapters up for a preview and take down the rest! The rest of my book will have be read on the kindle! This will happen in a month or so. I will be making another announcement when its a week away for a reminder!
fantasygirl1
fantasygirl1Hey did you hear the news Movellas is getting a new platform if you have any ideas here is the links. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ideas link: http://www.movellas.com/people/post/202009252105114538 one link posted Ideas two: http://www.movellas.com/people/post/202009302144563177/more-of-new-movellas
Amaimon

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

Amaimon
2 days ago
single?

....

Taken?

...

Taken by @[Oh Deer I'm Queer] uwu

ILY BWICH I AINT NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU OWO
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerOmg I can't >////< faqueen adorable
Amaimon
AmaimonHEHEHEH :3333 thats my que capin' im always adorablue *Shiny anime smile*
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerXDDD
Amaimon
Amaimonuwu
Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)

Ferris Buller's Day Off again!

Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
2 days ago
Best 80s movies ever :)
Amaimon
Amaimonnice uwu
Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)right
Oh Deer I'm Queer

Don't try this at home kids

Oh Deer I'm Queer
2 days ago

Never, ever do Stanley's sudoku.
Amaimon
Amaimonwtf XDDDDDDDD
Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)omg hahah
Amaimon
Amaimonaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerLmao it's an Office reference
Amaimon

Love poem

Amaimon
2 days ago
dedicated to @[Oh Deer I'm Queer]

I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away
I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay







:333333333333333
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerAww, you're so cute <3 :3
Amaimon
AmaimonHehehehheh :333
sugafanboy

Dumped

sugafanboy
2 days ago
hey guys, just got dumped once again. (but thats pretty typical for me) this really did not help my mental state
it just made it worse and now im aching inside
sorry but i dont talk about my mental state but i dont know how to
Amaimon
Amaimonawe im so sorry, i bet your a wonderful person and deserve more than being dumped by terrible people... even though i dont know you that well, im sure your worth more than the world uwu (*im here for mental support uwu*)
sugafanboy
sugafanboythank you xxx
Amaimon
Amaimonmmhm!!! xxxx
Amaimon

ILY!!!~~~~~~~~~

Amaimon
3 days ago
@[Oh Deer I'm Queer]

ILY SO MUCH UWU YOU ARE AMAZING BEAUTIFUL AND YOUR WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerLol, I'm glad you think I am. I really hope you don't start seeing me the way I see myself <3
Amaimon
Amaimonawe ;-;
Hi, guys!

How are you? I feel good, and I will tell you in a minute.

Anyone live in London (So did I), this look like we need this lockdown, if you know about this. At the moment, it's high.

Right, back to my stories, there are two stories, these called Best Friend and The Wars. Best Friend is my oldest book, but non-fanfiction and The Wars is a Kpop fanfiction story. So I can give you this story in 24 hours, so I publish these three chapters in each novel.

That's all I want to tell you.

Meli's out! :)
Oh Deer I'm Queer

Song of the Day #20

Oh Deer I'm Queer
3 days ago
Song of the day: Lullaby by Nickelback
Oh Deer I'm Queer

How do I stop this?

Oh Deer I'm Queer
3 days ago
This isn't something I often talk about, but it's been really bad lately, and I'm scared of what I'll do.
I keep getting these really bad episodes of depression that come and go very frequently. I sit in my room at night, at war with myself as I try to keep from walking into my bathroom and getting my razors. I just want the easy way out of this hellhole of my life. I need a release, some kind of antidote for my endless pain, and the only way I can get it-however briefly the pain may ebb-is to feel my skin tear under the cold, sharp metal of my razor, to watch as the blood beads from the fresh cut and rolls down my arm, dripping onto the floor.
UGH! I need to stop! This... addiction is taking control of me, and I'm scared. Scared for my life. I don't know if anyone will be able to save it.
sugafanboy
sugafanboy:( please dont do id
sugafanboy
sugafanboy*it
Oh Deer I'm Queer
Oh Deer I'm QueerIt's hard to keep fighting my demons when I know I'm losing
Amaimon
Amaimongod dammit girl, staph trienna kill ya' self.. i here for ya bc i love ya >:(